Bang Crash!! :(

Oooh my goodness. I can't believe this happened to me... I crashed my dads car :(. It was Sunday and he was driving the church bus to take people home, but there was to many people so he had to make two trips. I was on the second trip. I am waiting in the car and people are sitting on the benches waiting. The people sitting on the benches are all going to the same house, and they catch a ride with someone else. So i am at church alone, I new it was a recipe for disaster. You know since I got my licence and all I decided to pull forward and reverse. Knowing good and well I don't know how to reverse. I pulled forward, and when I started reversing I noticed the car was getting closer to the wall. So I decided to turn the wheel, what a mistake. I turned the wheel in the wrong direction and it was getting even closer to the wall :(. I finally turn it in the right direction and then you hear BOOM! I just started saying oh crap oh crap oh crap! I pulled forward and decided to make a U turn and put the car back in the parking spot. When I got back into the spot I looked at the light and it was just scrapped, I thought I was OK. I went back and looked again..... the whole corner bumper was scratched at the light was cracked! O shot! Then my dad pulled up and I was so scared!. I hopped into the van and we dropped the rest of the people off. I told him I crashed it and he didn't believe me, then he said if I did I would get a spanking. I started crying because I felt so bad and then when we got back to the church he knew I was for real. He was mad and I didn't talk 2 him the rest of the day, and then he forgave me :). It was a thousand dollars in repair. Maaan don't want to go driving anymore.